things

So Derek's concert was amazing, he has great songs and thier all annointed with God.
I hear alot of influence of Hillsong, but that's good. For the past two days, I have been struggling with whether to leave or stay in my marriage. We have had fights for the past few days, and they are getting worse, I cried my eyes out last night telling him my real and true feeling about everything and not once was I comforted or felt any love. Today I wanted to go to the library and do my work, I was not allowed to take his car, so I decided to walk there, not once did he come looking for me it's like he's not worried at all if anything happens to me, he shows no love, no emotion, no remorse. He's so cold. I can't live like this anymore.