Today, instead of logging onto Facebook, I spent about 2 hours reading the whole book of
Genesis while listening to Christan music on my Ipod, today I didn't get to go to church due to
the snowy weather, but I still feel like I am close to God. I really want to take this fast seriously,
it's a challenge because everyone around me is checking their facebooks, or twitters and I can't.
I also have plans to get fit, seeing as I'm underweight according the Wii Fit, I need to gain at
least 20 lbs, to be at a healthy weight. I've also decided to stop apologizing for being myself, I
have found that I say sorry for almost every single thing that I think I may have done wrong,
when all I am doing is just being me, and it may annoy or irritate people but I can't change who
I am, either accept it or move on, I will not be controlled or told how to live, I will not be silent
when I want to sing, or laugh. I will not apologize for being me anymore, God made me the way
I am, and that's how I am going to be, I will try to gain more self confidence in myself, by reading
God's word and knowing that we are all beautifully, wonderfully, and fearfully made in his eyes.
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